so yeah, everyones dissapointed i did something .. "wrong". i mean, what did i do wrong? it was merely just a one time thing. so yeah.

classes resumed as usual after the hectic weekends. kitchen practical was ok i guess. was pretty tired from all the cooking and running around. after class, fixed my sub woofer. cost me rm190! sheesh. now i really need a job to accomadate to my spendings.

everything is back to normal again. well, after what happened on the weekends, it should. no more sulking and stupid acts. im sick and tired of feeling the way i used to feel. whenever i felt that way, she won. she reigns victorious everytime i shed a tear for her. so now, its time to end it. no more petty tears for a petty girl. my vocab has been increased by the constant phone calls from the singaporean. well, its all good. she teaches me well.

life would be meaningless without someone else to share it with you. so that said, derrick is back on his quest again to find his "love". im just a hopeless romantic trying to fill in for a kid.

thats that. now i can go to class feeling chirpy and a little high. =)

rick.